I don’t think I’ve ever felt more confused and helpless. but am I even thinking? I feel like I’m just going through the movements of living with out even living. but am I even feeling? As soon as I think I’m feeling anything I’m not. It’s just another motion of what the expect from me.…
I put it in my phone so I would remember everything. So I wouldn’t brush it aside. I pull his picture of the shelf. He was my secret fuel, my doubt and my dark soul. Every time my tears drip I think of my dark soul. I don’t have the right fuel. I eat and…
Was it,you have a lovely family or you have a perfect family? I can’t remember now. But it sounded like perfect to me. Perfect. Happy. Not a problem or a dent in this perfect china. The china that she works so hard to perfect. But it will never be happy. We’re the best actors we…
They tell you your alive so you feel alive. They tell you that you can so you feel you can. They make you do sports so you feel strong. They buy you new cloths so you feel pretty. They tell you your great so you feel great. They don’t really believe these things themselves but…
“So how are you?” I say to the large shadow. Of course I get no response they can’t hear me. The pretty shadow turns on the radio and starts flipping stations. I go back to looking outside. It’s a blank day with no smiles or tears in the sky. Hours seem to pass before the…
I watch as snow crunches under my black leather boots ,They’re old and worn out from years of cold weather ,even so they provide warmth in this deep winter. how long has it been since I’ve seen him? It feels like months maybe years but I can still see his blue eyes, clear and open,…
Tropical Iceland 